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Written: 25-02-2009


You’re in my heart.
You’re in my dreams.
It happened so quickly;
I didn’t even see.
When did they start ?
These feelings inside;
How did they grow ?
When I’ve been trying to hide.
How did you find me ?
And coax me into the light.
How did you do it -
Enter my life ?

Replacing The Pieces

Written: 25-02-2009


Could this really be real
Or is it a dream
Am I feeling these feelings
Oh where have they been
I’d locked them away
To never be found
But found them you did
From deep underground
I’d buried them there
Along with my heart
But you found it
And took it
And brushed off the dirt
Sweeping away all the mess
That someone else left behind
Replacing the pieces
And easing my mind

How Long Must I Wait

Written: 25-02-2009


How long must I wait
Til you get on a plane
And arrive where I am
To ease all the pain
How long must I wait
Til you finally get here
Til the day I can take you
In my arms, hold you near
How long must I wait
For our very first kiss
For the moment the whole world disappears
And we are lost in our bliss
How long must I wait
For the best days to come
Where we can just be together
And combine and be one

How Long

Written: 25-02-2009


How long is the river
That flows to the sea
How far is the distance between you and me
How long is the timeframe
Until we can make it all real
How long til we can share it
Share what we feel
How long til I hold you
And call you all mine
How long til you kiss me
And push my fear aside
How long til the day
We can just be together
How long, oh how long
Because it feels like forever

Don't Go

Written: 25-02-2009


Don’t you go anywhere
Don’t you dare leave
For I have just found you
So I’m begging you please
Don’t disappear
Don’t go away
For now that I’ve found you
I want you to stay

My Defences

Written: 11-02-2009


Backed up against the wall
With no place left to go
So I’m crouching down and hiding from how I feel

I’m flicking the “off” switch
If only I could find it
Then maybe I could find a way how to deal

Because it’s all too confusing
Complicated and heart bruising
And I don’t think that I can take any more

So I’m putting up my defences
Not taking any chances
Holding onto my heart before it hit’s the floor

It's Not Me, It's You.

Written: 11-02-2009


Its take me some time,
But I’ve finally realised;
That the problem is not me, it’s you.

All of the abuse,
Although not physical;
Was not because of me, it was you.

My heart still has an ache,
Even though I left the state;
And I did all this for me, not you.

And although I love you dearly,
I see it all so clearly;
I know now it’s not me, it’s you.